Rotation Exam is Coming!

tomorrow, it's gonna be two weeks dah i'm here in Egypt for my fourth year.
guess what?
im having rotation exam this Monday.
YES THIS MONDAY
which means 4 days left.
these are the things i have to cover.


wish me luck okay?
gotta speed upppppppppp zassss!!

p/s : elaun MARA belum masuk lagi, and i'm still surviving.
p/s/s: lama tak hapdet belog. blame this miserable 2 weeks.
p/s/s/s : icecream and harry potter :)

Skype Session With Mak and Bapak ♥

Ohoi. Baru habis skype dengan bapak and mak! :) Actually tension sikit hari ini, maklumlah, paper MCQ semalam quite tough. Ok, let by gone, by gone. Dah buat sehabis baik, tawakal pada Allah insyaAllah.

Berbalik pada cerita skype, mula mula macam biasalah tanya khabar, bla bla bla. Pastu cerita pasal exam semalam, exam lepas ni bila, balik bila (ya, saya belum tahu tarikh confirm balik bila, sebab bapak kata takyah rushing sangat pun) So, nak balik lambat pun tak apa.

Pastu, bapak suruh tunjuk rumah, guna webcam lah. Ape lagi, bawaklah laptop ni pusing pusing rumah. Haha. Bila mak tengok je ada balkoni, terus mak cakap;

"bilik along ada balkoni ke?"
"Haaa...mestilahhh. menghadap laut, pastu ada ombak angin sepoi sepoi bahasa pulak tu"
"wahh. eh eh ye ke? bukan menghadap pasir pasir batu semua tu ke?"
"HAHAHA makk! Dapat pulak kan menghadap laut. Menghadap rumah arab, jalan, pasir debu je lahh. Hehehe"

Pastu bawak usha usha ruang tamu, pastu mak ngan bapak cakap, asal tak ada TV? Errr... sebab macam tak perlu, tapi tape, maybe boleh mintak dengan mama nanti sebab kitorang tak ambik fridge and washing machine. Hehe. Tunjuk dapur, bilik mandi, restoran GMN (sebab dekat ngan umah je).

Pastu emak terus ke main point dia;

"Along, mak nak jubah tau. 2 ke 3 ke.. hehe"
" Haha, tapi mak masuk duit lah. Duit along cam tak cukup sebab harga tiket mahal. wuwuwu"
"Okay, nanti mak suruh bapak. And nak kurma sekali ye?"

Haaa. tu baru mak. Tak termasuk pesanan adik beradik semua lagi tu. Hahaha. Bahang balik Malaysia makin terasa lahhh!! Cepatlah habis exam lulus cemerlang! Aminn :)

Pastu, masa nak habis tadi, bapak plak main effects video webcam, tukar muka jadi alien lah, jadi kucing lah, jadi anjing lah. Haha. Pastu guna effect dalam kapal alien lah. HAHA. Pastu cakap;

"Kena pandu elok elok ni. Dalam kapal. Wuuuu"

HAHA! Bapak! That's cute. LOL.

I'm so blessed having you as bapak and emak. Simply, the greatest parents in the whole wide world! Hilang stress study semua, makin nak semangat study, sebab nak balik Malaysia cepat cepat :)



Ni ha gambar yang sempat diambik. Sebab line internet kat sana tak okay sangat, gambar blur, tapi this is just nice. Doakan Along exam esok, and last paper Khamis ni okay? I love you! :)

p/s : doakan kami semua lulus exam ini! Amin!
p/s/s : Paper esok, 1.30-4pm GMT +2, Essay Question

I know. I know!

11.48pm
I'm still sit silently, staring blankly to those notes and books
..................
3 years to go.
I can endure this.
3 years to go.
I don't want to disappoint those who have hope in me
3 years to go
I know I can do it
GO AUNI!

p/s : get set, go!

30/6: Exam Round Surgery. 10-19/7: Exam Final Sem 6 3rd Year

Awal pagi tadi dalam pukul 5.33am waktu Egypt, bapak message suruh call SEGERA. (Ya, perkataan segera itu dihurupbesarkan). Nervouslah jugak kenapa. Terus call bila bangun tidur. Cuba teka kenapa? Nak suruh mintak slip result kat universiti (yang ni okaylah kan sebab die) and sebab nak bitau emak pesan suruh beli jubah untuk mak for raya. Err. Ni ke sebab saya disuruh call SEGERA. HAHAHA. lawaklah mak. Hehe. Don't worry. Along ingatlah :)

So, just now,done printing the list of lectures i need to revise for this coming round and final exam. Ergh. So manyyyyy thingss but sooo little timeee. Need to manage my time wisely. Need to stay focus, and most of all, need to study smart and hard. InsyaAllah. I will try to do my very best. So korang, please pray for me and my friends!

Here are the lists. Thanks to Rushda Adila for making these :)

( click the image to enlarge)

Banyak kan? Yang itulah yang kami belajar selama 3 bulan ni. HEHE. So, please please pleaseee sangat doakan untuk kami semua, okay? Gi doa sekarang jugak! Hehe. Okay, need to off my facebook, twitter, etc. No more distraction. Just Allah, books, lectures, notes, and ME. GO AUNI GO! :)

p/s : fridge, cepatlah defroze. Nak selamatkan yoghurt dan sausage :S
p/s/s : what happened? whatever it is, i hope everything's okay now :)
p/s/s/s : nak teh o ais limau sekarang. Tak de ke delivery? huhuhu

hey!

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.

p/s : lusa start exam. doakan :)
p/s/s : you you you :)

Final Exam : Semester 5

kau dan aku tiada beda
apa yang dapat dan diberi serupa
cuma yang beza hanya usaha
juga doa, berkat yang utama
:)


Final Exam Semester 5 : 20-26 January 2011
wish us luck!

*ape fungsi gambar waffle A&W and char kuey teow? entah. tapi tengok benda ni cam lagi bersemangat! waa sedapnyeee :'(*
p/s : go auni go! (haha, bagi semangattttt sikittt!!!)
p/s/s : i dont know why, but i do still, and i know you are too :)

you are not alone. you have me.

to whomever that read this,
remember that,
I LOVE YOU.
don't do those stupid things, okay?
though everyone had walked out from your life
or your life do suck
remember
i am here. always here for you.
you still have me
:)
p/s : at the end everything will be okay, if it's not okay, then it's not the end.
p/s/s : alhamdulillah passport tadek masalah nak renew visa :)

bagaimana nak 'up'kan semangat study : versi saya

google lukisan pasal motivation, ni yang kuar. pandai pandai ah korang tafsir ye. hehehe

hari ini semangat nak belajar tu memang tahap ZERO DEFECT dah. pfft~
tak sedar tu exam tinggal 13hari lagi. ngaaaa :S
dahlah bangun lambat. almaklumlah tetiba plak tengahari tadi hujan, terus degil nak keluar dari selimut.tengok tengok laptop, malas nak bukak lecture.
tengok tengok notes, malas nak sentuh.
korang pernah tak jadi macam ni?
ah sungguh hipokrit lah kan korang kalau gile lah study 24/7 tak ade sekali pun rasa macam ah-aku-malas-dahlah-nak-belajar-lantaklah-hari-ni-aku-nak-buat-apapun!!

haaa nak mengaku tak? mengaku tak? ALAAA...MENGAKU JE LAH! TAKKAN LAH SAYE SORANG RASA MACAM NI! pfft~ *.*

setelah itu, saye came out with several ideas. ini cara yang saye buat hari ini lah. diulangi. INI CARA SAYA. haha.

1. call family
haaa. ini cara terbaikkk punyee! korang call family, call ayah/mak dulu. nak tanak, mesti call dorang dulu. sebab ape? sebab kalau korang call adik beradik korang, nanti korang mesti gaduh,merapu dulu. so, kesimpulannya, call ayah/mak dulu. tadi call bapak. inilah perbualan kami:

bapak : hello. along ek?
saya : aah. bapak buat ape?
bapak : baru nak tutup tuisyen. dah nak balik. sihat tak ni?
saya : sihat sihat. sikit je tinggal selsema semua.
bapak : ohhh. elok elok lah. sekarang study leave kan?
saya : aah. pak, along rasa malassssssssss gileeeeeeeeeeee nak belajar sekarang ni! *sambil main kaki*
bapak: ha? asal pulak malas? jangan macam tu long. try naikkan pointer untuk kali ini.
saya : sebab sekarang sejuk. tadi hujan. pastu dengan katil ni ha. hehehehehee
bapak : haish. jangan camtu. belajar elok elok. pastikan pointer tu naik!
saya : hehehe insyaAllahhh...

dengan mak pulak

mak : along, buat ape tu?
saya : hehe tengah malas belajarrrr laahhh!!
mak : oh. takpe takpe. relax relax lah dulu. tapi janganlah relax sangat.
saya : hehee tu lah. dengan hujan ni, sejuk sejuk. katil pun sedappp
mak : masa belajar, belajar. masa rehat, rehat. buat elok elok exam tu nanti
saya : hehehe okayy!

habis habis je bercakap dengan mak ayah, barulah up sikit semangat nak belajar. demi mereka yang punya harapan kat kite setinggi gunung! *nada pengetua sekolah*

2. skype dengan kawan kawan
tadi masa tengah meroyan gile down semangat nak study, terus buzz kawan yang online skype. terus skype dengan Shida and Fizerk kat UK. apelagi, borak sakan lah! pastu cakaplah dengan dorang, "shida, fizerk, malas gile nak study ni haaa!!". So, mereka sebagai manusia bergelar rakan patutlah kan memberi semangat dan nasihat. hahaha. adelah jugak dapat nasihat dari dorang, siap bukak Al-Quran lagi ha. hahaha! thanksss :)

3. renovate belog
semangat renovate belog tu datang sekali dalam setahun tahun kot. haaa. bila belog saye dah up sikit, semangat nak meneruskan penceritaan hari hari and nak update pasal belajar ape, up lah jugak secara tak langsung. tehaha!

4. kemas bilik
yang ni lagi satu. kalau bilik bersepah macam hape titanic pun tak secomot macam tu, ape lagi, silalah kemas kemas bilik tu ha (walaupun bilik tadelah sepah mana,(ayat cover) tapi i prefer to study in a clean and neat condition. baru selesa !). so, bila dah berseri bilik, semangat nak study up up and beyondd! hoho

5. tampal benda apa nak kena belajar
bukan tampal nota tau, tapi tampal apa yang kena revised and belajar! so bile tengok je kat list list tu, terus rasa kecut perut sebab macam banyak gile lagi kene revised! *tadi baru print 2 jadual. pfft*

6. makan secukupnya
korang teringin makan ape? makan! korang teringin nak masak ape? masak! bila semua tu korang dah dapat, korang pasti lebih semangat!

7. tampal gambar mak/bapak kat dinding atau laptop
supaya korang rasa bersalah setiap kali nak buat benda tak berfaedah, hehe

8. tulis besar besar reason kenapa korang nak berjaya!
contohnye macam shida cakap = supaya orang dengar ape kite cakap. or mestilah kite ade reason masing masing kenapa kan? so, tulis besar besar, and BEAR IN MIND SENTIASA!

9. give yourself a reward after studying
ini memang dari dulu lagi amalkan. contohnye, tengok movie ke, or main game ke, or chat dengan orlando bloom ke, pfft.

itulah serba sedikit cara caranya. haha! banyak lagi cara boleh kite buat, tapi setakat ni, ni je lah yang termampu nak taip. haha! okay okay. semoga kita sentiasa ada semangat nak study. name pun student kan. hohoho.

p/s : hari yang haru biru hagemaru. haha! hujan!
p/s/s : lapar la pulak tengah tengah malam ni. haish!

Jom Lari Lari Keliling Piramid @ Egypt Race Run for Cure : Breast Cancer

Welcome welcome welcome (gaya sebutan orang arab) everyone to Egypt Race for Cure at..... jeng jeng jeng...PYRAMIDS OF GIZA, EGYPT! wahahaha. ye la. saye tahu. masuk tahun tiga kat mesir ni baru nak jejak kaki kat piramid. WAH!

kejadian ni berlaku pada 23 Oktober 2010. wah. macam intro cerita hantu pulak -.-" so here are some photos taken during the race. it's a running race, running ye. dalam bahasa malaysia nya BERLARI. dan masalahnya, tada satu gambar pun yang menunjukkan kami berlari. AHAHAHA penat tau kami lari sampai tatau mana starting point mana finishing line nya. HAHAHA. hebat en? en? (padahal datang lambat ketika orang lain dah lame start baru nak nampak muka. pastu bukan berlari padahal mengambil gambar di situ sini >.<






gambar terakhir atas ni adalah salah seorang daripada survivor of the breast cancer. alhamdulillah :) rasa nak hug jeeeeee ^_^

nak lagi banyak gambar? haaa..meh meh kelik kelik kat link link di bawah bawah ini ini. (ape kejadahnya tulis berganda ganda. tengok. tulis lagi)

di facebook saye

di facebook aina
di facebook illmie
di belog kucai
di facebook nazeera

kalau anda kawan dengan mereka, anda akan dapat gambar yang menarik tau. sebab mereka ini ada kamera dslr..haa... kawanlah dengan mereka! hehehe apa-apa pun, selain baju free dan juga makanan free, saya juga telah dapat selesema+batuk+demam FREE. terima kasih lah ye giza.. HOHO.sekarang suara pulak dah macam ramli sarip.pergh. konpem pasni ramli sarip tak dapat cari makan -.-"

p/s : saya nak krib chokolatah :(
p/s/s : ignore.that's the best we can do.
p/s/s/s : see where this will be going. okay? we pray for the best, insyaAllah. prove to me that what i'm doing is right.

I'm Possible!

p/s : ....and you always in my heart :)
p/s/s : jangan lupa doakan kejayaan semua for exam ni ok?

Today Is A Beautiful Day. Put Up Your Smile! :)

"BOOMM!"
Pintu dihempas. Radio terus dibukak. Jangan main-main. Volume paling kuat tu. Sampai jiran sebelah rumah yang tengah sapu sampah pun dah hempas penyapu, singsing lengan. Badan terus hempap atas katil. Bantal pulak tutup kepala. The rest...you know yourself well.

Biasanya macam ni lah reaction kite bila ada masalah, bila geram, bila marah, bila macam-macam la yang tak puas hati. Kalau kecik dulu, memang lain lah. Nangis je terus. Lagi-lagi bila kita dah beli asikrim paddlepop yang kalerpul tu, baru jilat sikit, budak yang dok belakang kita dah grab. AMBOI. Nak, beli sendiri lah. grrrr ;)

Tapi sekarang dah besar kot. Takkan nak nangis depan orang kan. Bagi certain orang, maybe menangis ni menampakkan orang tu lembik, lemah. Yes, memang lah. Because when someone cry, they are in their most broken state. But, hey guys, let's look from other point of view.

Kalau kita rasa macam kita dah ada masalah besar gile, percayalah, ada lagi orang yang memang dalam bigger trouble. Kalau kita baru kena uji macam ni, ada lagi orang yang kena uji lagi teruk. For example, kalau kita rasa kita ada masalah ngan kawan kita, at least kita still ada mak bapak tempat kita nak ngadu en? Tapi camna pulak ngan orang lain yang kat luar sana yang dah takde mak bapak? Bukan takde tempat mengadu, bahkan tempat nak bergantung hidup pun dah takde.

Semalam dalam pukul 11pm macam tu, macam biasalah saya ni, dengan mata nak tidur tanak tidur, online-online la formspring, twitter, fb segala bagai mainan tenet ni la. Pastu kucai anta tweet. Link yang die bagi tu macam..ala kalau korang penah baca chicken soup for the soul, ha macam tu la. Web ni koleksi cite-cite yang BERI AKU HARAPAN or dalam kata english nya, GIVES ME HOPE. wah.

Percaya atau tak, I spent my 2 hours and lebih sikit kot,ngeheee, reading almost all the stories! And yes, left a deep impact on me. Seriously. This site sangat berguna ohkay kalau korang dalam keadaan sedih-sedih tak gumbira hilang senyuman anda rasa masalah satu dunia atas kepala korang and rasa macam dah down down down to the earth gila-gila.
It lift up my spirit. :)

60 seconds of sadness is one minute of happiness that we wont get back. So, kenapa perlu bazirkan? Life is beautiful. We not only get happiness from benda besar-besar hebat macam dapat cabutan bertuah ke, or dapat CGPA 4.0, but trust me, even little things do give us happiness.HOW?
I will share some of the stories from the web of givesmehope.com with you, some of it, the best from my point of view.
NAH! bacalah. You'll know.
Bace je. Tayah bayar. belanja saya makan sate kajang je bila saya balik malaysia nanti. tak banyak. saya nak 20 cucuk ayam, 20 daging, 20 arnab, 15 rusa. tu jeeeeee. *pelahap!! ;P*

1

Today I was at a store, a little boy asked the cashier if he could "buy the lottery." The cashier, knowing that he was not old enough, asked why. He said he wanted to win money to help his mom get better. His mom is dying from Breast Cancer. This kid, GMH.

2

My dad saw a homeless man digging through the trash. He offered to buy the man food. Once he had the food he thanked my dad and turned to leave. Dad said to eat with him. He almost cried. They ate & talked, and he tried to give my dad the only thing he had: a Beatles record.My dad and that man, GMH.

3

Today I was getting a salad for lunch at the Marche, a dining place at UVM. A boy left his spot in the long line just to follow me and tell me, "Your dress looks absolutely beautiful on you" . That boy made my day. Boys like him, GMH.

4

My best friend died in a car accident on his way to deliver me soup for my cold. Found in the car was also a bouquet of flowers and a card that read: "We've been best friends for the last 5 years. Now, let's be lovers for the next 50."

5

When my brother was born, he had brain damage from oxygen deprivation. My parents were told he would be mentally handicapped, and would probably never learn to read. My parents and I worked hard to teach him anyway. 15 years later, he's a normal sophomore in high school and in honors classes. He GMH.

6

I am a third grade teacher. Most kids come in with notes or messages written by their mothers in their lunch sacks.One little girl's dad left, and her mother abuses drugs. But her 12 year old brother never fails to write "I love you" on her brown paper bag. He GMH.

7

Last month my grandfather was taken to the hospital and given 24 hours to live. He survived another 3 days. On the 3rd day after being in a coma, before taking his last breath, he opened his eyes, pulled my grandmother in for a kiss and told her he loved her.

8

A guy I knew in high school would bring two dozen roses to school every Valentines Day. He would give one rose to each girl he knew that didn't have a valentine. He felt that every girl deserved to feel special. I was one of those girls. We've been married 3 years.

9

I suffer with depression and about a month ago I began to plan my suicide. On the day I was going to kill myself, I was walking out of my class in tears, and my teacher turned and said "We're all on your side. Hang in there." His small comment saved my life that night.

10

When my brother was 5, he fell off his bike and got a really bad cut on his knee. As he started to cry, instead of laughing at him, all the big boys started to tell him about all the times they fell and how cool it was to fall. My brother stopped crying and started laughing.

11

Today, I slipped on ice and sprained my ankle on my walk home from work. A young man in a wheelchair witnessed the incident and insisted on helping me. I ended up sitting on his lap as he wheeled me 8 blocks down the street to my apartment.

See what i mean?
Now, chant with me together.

Life is beautiful :)

...insyaAllah...

p/s : is it you or someone else asking me on formspring this morning?? haaa.. ;)
p/s/s : laa..rupenye bapak dah tukar bangunan tuisyen..hoho
p/s/s/s : ICDL oh ICDL...sape nak tolong antar and ambikkan? hee~ ;)

Hati Perlukan Didikan

Dari kecik-kecik dulu, mak and bapak saya memang dah ajar anak die berjiwa halus,peka dengan keadaan sekitar, empati, dan segala bagai perasaan la pendek kata. Kalau ada pengemis tepi jalan, dari kecik dah diajar, "Nah, along amek 20sen ni, bagi kat makcik tu". Kalau nampak kawan-kawan kat tepi apabila engkau membawa satu tupperware bekal makanan, makesure cakap " Awak, awak nak rasa sikit? Amiklah.Mak kite buat". Walaupun kekadang dalam hati nak makan semua.tetttt.hehe

Selain tu, bapak try ajar saya untuk faham perasaan orang melalui pembacaan novel. First novel yang saya baca adalah novel Korban Kasih, by Fatimah Saidin. Yang memperkenalkan novel ni adalah bapak saya. And, this novel really changed my life. Kisah die tentang satu keluarga, yang digambarkan dari kaca mata budak perempuan berumur 4 tahun, yang mempunyai 5 adik beradik, dan dua daripadanya adalah abang kembar. (asal ulasan ni macam ulasan dewan bahasa dan pustaka? hoho)

Kisah ni tentang kasih sayang dalam keluarga. Sampai sekarang ada lagi novel ni kat umah. Entah berapa kali dah khatam. Kalo Fatimah Saidin tu buat pertandingan sapa yang mampu cerita balik kisah tu ikut babak, saya yakin pasti saya menang. hehe.

Bila dah besar, bapak and emak selalu bagi kata-kata meruntun perasaan. Aduh. Contohnya, kalau ada cerekarama TV3, selalunya cerita telemovie malam-malam raya, macam Pondok Buruk tentang kasih sayang seorang emak (kalau ada yang pernah tengok tu taula),mesti mak akan cakap, "Ha..nanti korang semua dah besar mesti buat mak macam tu. Mak duduk sorang-sorang kat kampung". Start la drama sebabak =_="

Takpun, korang ingat tak iklan petronas tu? Yang bapak die sakit, pastu anak die cam tanak jaga, tapi die kena jaga gak. Mula-mula, die bagi makan pinggan elok, pastu pecah. Last-last die bagi makan kat luar, gune pinggan plastik, sama macam dorang bagi kucing dorang makan. Yang part ni, bapak plak masuk jarum. "Ha..camnilaa korang dah besar nanti kan?"
Semua diam.

Takde anak yang tanak balas jasa mak bapak dorang :)
(kalau anak yang tak kenang budi tu, lain cerita)

Pengalaman paling banyak mengajar sebenarnya, Kadang-kadang ada certain perasaan yang kita tak pernah tau, kita rasai dalam satu-satu peringkat hidup kita. Selepas tu, baru kita faham and tau rasanya. jangan pelik kalau ada orang yang membenci sehinggakan tengok nama die pun nak muntah. Haa..kite maybe tak faham, sebab kita tatau camne rasanya. Nanti-nanti, kalau benda yang sama happen kat kita, barulah nanti kita akan faham.

Or takpun, jangan heran kalau ada orang yang mencintai seseorang sehingga walaupun pasangan die dah tade, die memang takkan dapat replace orang tu sampai bila-bila. Kita senanglah cakap, ek eleh, nak tunjuk cinta dia tu tulus putih berseri la tu. Haa..nanti kalau kena, baru tau camna.

Kesabaran. Part ni memang payah. Setiap orang ada level kesabaran masing-masing. Tak kisahlah tinggi rendah, semuanya atas didikan. Mendidik hati dalam bab kesabaran ni tak diajar macam kat sekolah, ada silibus. Bab ni kene ada kesedaran masing-masing, Kalau ikut sangat hati ni, memang mati. Sebab tu kena didik.

Kuat atau lemahnya semangat pun dari hati. Kadang-kadang kita tak dapat nak tanggung sendiri. Sebab tu lah kita kena sokong sesiapa yang memerlukan. Jangan ego jika memang benar anda tak dapat tanggung seorang. Jangan deny yang memang benar kita memang perlukan someone untuk kita share masalah. Happiness if we shared, it is doubled, sadness if we shared, it is halved. Percayalah.

Hati memang perlu didikan.
:)

p/s : potpetpotpet petang rabu
p/s/s : hai awak :)

you know.i'm always by your side

Aku tahu. Aku faham. Kerana ini bukan kali pertama. Biarkan dulu. Masa dan ruang. Itu yang kau perlu. Jangan sesekali kau lupa. Aku sentiasa bersama. Biar susah biar senang. Jerit sahaja. Pasti tiba. Ini cara engkau. Aku terima. Aku cuba. Namun jangan kau tenggelam. Hantarkan jua kata. Tenangkan gundah. Tenangkan gulana. Aku masih menanti. Sabar. Di hujung jalan ini. InsyaAllah pasti.

Ya Allah
Aku hamba-Mu yang hina
Yang kerdil penuh dosa
Menadahkan kedua tangan, memohon doa
Lindungilah mereka yang aku sayangi
dengan limpah rahmatMu
moga sentiasa di bawah lembayung keredhaanMu
Amin.
p/s : you know. i'm always by your side :)
p/s/s : sometime, we forgot that even little thing can make us happy like skype ngan papa n mama eza! ^_^
p/s/s/s : got lot to say. how i wish i can tell you the stories...

Nah, Amek Ni

Some food for the souls for today :)

p/s : bought a new dress today! :)
p/s/s : lalalalala~
p/s/s/s : tetibe lapar balik..haduih~

10 Ways on How to Live Your Life With No Regrets, insyaAllah =)

Semua orang pernah buat kesilapan suatu masa dulu, and yes, it is something "regrettable*. Tapi, cuba fikir. The fact that we are now able to look back and realize that a mistake or mis-step occurred means we have learned a valuable lesson. Some of our choices may have landed us in unpleasant circumstances, but experiencing these things certainly build our current character. Mistakes tu sume are stepping stones to an evolving life. Tak perlu la kite terus terperuk dalam penyesalan tak sudah-keep your chin up bebeh! (ewah-eh eh. haha)

So, here some ways on how to live your life with no regrets. OK. Just to make it clear. Doesn't mean that if ikut benda ni sebijik-sebijik terus dapat, TAK! Jangan serang Auni pulak. haha :) just that here's a few guides for us to have a great life ahead ^_^ Will show you the path, walk down it, just follow your heart :)

Here's HOW :

1. Mengaku kesalahan diri
Memang senang nak salahkan orang lain, pointing fingers at someone else and kate "Der, sebab lu la wa jadi macam ni!!" Pergh. Siap kening di ape orang kate, dirapatkan? ha.. dahi siap kerut-kerut pulak. Hoho. But, by taking responsibility and mengaku yang bende ni memang salah kite, it actually bring us to current reality, and this is the first step to moving past regrets, and of course- mase depan yang lebih cerah! :)

2. Make amends
Maksudnye cam you kene try to compensate bende tu. Of course- forgive yourself. Nobody is perfect. Kite semua buat salah. Continuely berating yourself for past actions is self-defeating. If nampak de seekor kucing tengah sakit,baring, would you kick it? Tak kan? Same je. jangan terukkan lagi keadaan you yang da teruk. Forgive yourself. Susah memang susah, but this step is really REALLY important one. Try. Yang lainnya, kite serah pada DIA.

3. Buat-buat-and-buat LAGI!
Pernah dengar second chance?? kite semua actually got second chance everyday! when we wake up in another day, there's where we got another chance :) Sometimes, feelings of regret arise not from our past actions, but from our non-actions. Pernah tak rasa regret gila bila OMAIGOD, masa aku pergi Sipadan tu dulu, aku tak try snorkelling! menyesalnyee! or dak-dak kat egypt ni, silelah jangan lupa untuk snorkel kalo gi DAHAB, rugi woh tak try ngehee~ It may be too late to reverse those decisions, but you still have options. New opportunities are available around every corner if you just open your heart and follow your dreams...

4. Be grateful
Bende paling VALUABLE yang kite belajar lam hidup kite ni is often come from the mistakes we make. Tu kene ingat :) Experience is always be the best teacher.

5. Jangan ulang kesalahan yang same! grr~
lBe careful la ek. Ni kalo da sedar kesalahan ni, and tanpa disedari, sebab careless, terulang kesalahan yang sama, I berani taruh, konpem korang lagi menyesal. Opportunity didnt come often. Sekali datang, grab! hold on it! Wat betul-betul.

6. Tengok dalam-dalam
Nilaikan balik the direction of your life is taking. Become aware of your future goals and desires. Set kan matlamat yang jelas. This will clear your life progresses. And yes-believe in yourself. Ni keypoint die! :)

7. Live in the moment
Cube try test fahamkan bende ni. Yesterday is the history. Tomorrow is mystery. But, today is a gift. That's why we called it present :)

8. Love, appreciate people who loves you.
Jangan dah tade baru nak menyesal itu ini. Dah tade baru nak appreciate kehadiran die dalam hidup kite. Love them, as today is the last day you have with him/her.

9. Do it!
Why delay? Kalau bukan sekarang, bile lagi? For example, you nak masuk pertandingan nyanyi-nyanyi, contohnye laa. you rase nervous, rasa nervous tu plak macam masa anda kecik-kecik dulu, anda main-main dalam troley masa mak pegi supermarket, then tiba-tiba tengok, mak dah tade. sekali tengok mak kat lane lain. Grr~ But then, if you tak overcome nervous tu sekarang, then bile lagi?? next time? and are you sure you still have THAT NEXT TIME?

10. Of course- buat baik selagi masih ada masa untuk berbuat baik, insyaAllah :)
Tangan memberi lebih baik dari yang menerima.

So, that's it I guess. It's NOW or NEVER. Live life with no regrets memang idaman hati pengarang jantung semua orang. But tak sume ade keberanian nak buat. TAPI, I know you are brave enough! Sebab you dak amik first action to have a life with no regrets by reading this =) Kenapa? Because you have give yourself a chance. A chance to lead a life with no regrets insyaAllah ^_^

Oh yeah. Please do watch this video, just click here. Her name is Janey Lautner, 80 years old woman, get into audition for Britain Got Talent. From die lah i got inspiration to write this post :) And i know, she will have no regrets living her life....

And now, it's our call!
^_^

p/s : nasib baik jumpe due-due tu :) thanksss! ^_^
p/s/s : saye benci call dropped skype! (rase nak buat jek group baru lam facebook ni..hehe)
p/s/s/s : ^___^

Kita Mampu

maaf tak mengerti berlarimu punya langkah sendiri. maaf tak memahami diammu punya bicara sendiri. alur jejakmu ku tanjakkan dengan doa. andai perlu, kau laungkan saja. pasti terbang ke sana. usah gentar. jangan pernah kau berpatah. dalam ladang jagung itu. aku tahu. tinggi jalur daunnya bukan penghadangmu. sakit duri miangnya, kau mampu.usah gundah. aku masih menanti di hujung jalan. yakin. kau pasti keluar. berdiri, menunggu. ingat, kau punya janji. jangan mengada tak tepati :P

p/s: fahami engkau. fahami aku. kita mampu.
p/s/s/s: presentation? YES, tayah present! hahaha
p/s/s/s/s : lapar. seyes lapar. makan ape je dari pagi. lapar. L.A.P.A.R :(
p/s/s/s/s/s : selamat hari buruh semuaa! *cuti.heee~*

Masih Belum Berpuas Hati

Keputusan Semester 3 sudah diumumkan. Rata-rata pelajar lulus.(wah! bahase baku!).Alhamdulillah. And alhamdulillah juga, i passed the exam ^_^, though it's not as good mane pun. Still tak berpuas hati dengan my performance. But one thing i am sure NOW, i know where is my weakness. And that's what i'm gonna improve in this coming whole new SEMESTER 4 starting from this wednesday, 24th february.

pesan bapak tadi : lepas ni, rajenkan diri lagi jumpa lecturers apa yang tak faham. Study relax-relax je. jangan pressure sangat. Back up balik sem 4 ni.

Baik pak. Thanks! syukur sebab ada bapak yang sangat memahami. he knows i am sooooooooo LEMAH GILA NAK M*** lam subjek pharmacology. But that is a challenge. A challenge that i have to sambut ( cam cumil guna ayat sambut. cam main timang-timang.)

to all who passed too, congratz! alhamdulillah.keep it up ok? to all who failed, it is a wake up call. a call to wake up you. make you to wake up, when you hear this call. a wake up time, and this is the call. OKKKK! hentikan saye dari merapu bebanyak. bangun panggilan ni (kes nak kurangkan penggunaan ayat wake up call....oh.terguna lagi sekali) bukan semua orang dapat. ada je yang masih dalam fantasi sendiri. So, grab this chance.improve yourself and terbangkan diri anda tinggi tinggi tinggiiiiiii lepas ni. setinggi awan nan biru di angkasaraya.sudah, berpuitis pulak ko ye auni. sudah.

makanya, kepada semua bakal ahli group PBLmates ku yang bakal disayangi dan bakal dikasihi (uhuk2..bodek plak), sila tunjuk ajar saya dalam sem 4 ini. ok? mari kita bertoleransi. er, cam tak sesuai je. ok. tukar. jom kita berkerjasama. bekerjasama ke berkerjasama ek? *pening*

ahhhhh... sangat suka marshmallow... :)
(ok, ape kaitan?)
p/s: tadi makan koshary + telur goreng
p/s/s : thanks sabby! SANGAT LOVING LIKING hadiah kamuu :)
p/s/s/s : 3 winter coats mau dicuci.erk,kedai yang basuh,heee~
p/s/s/s/s : kita takkan sentiasa di atas, dan takkan sentiasa di bawah.

The Adventure Begins. Go Backpackers!

Pengembaraan kami sebagai backpackers bermula!
Wani. Auni. Zati
10th - 16th February 2010

Selamat Bercuti Semua!
Happy Holiday!
:)

p/s : takkan ade post selama seminggu ni..jangan rindu tau! hee :)
p/s/s : doakan perjalanan kami, agar kami selamat pergi dan balik. Amin..
p/s/s/s : we never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart ^_^

Broken Hearted? Got Some Ways to Heal It.

Hati terluka? Sakitkan? Post ini telah disuggestkan oleh seorang kawan. Dia kata, "Auni, ko buat lah tips-tips untuk mengubat hati". HOHO. Walaupun takde lah muka dia serius mana pun nak suruh buat sampai melutut ke ape kan, but terpikir gak, pe salahnya kan? lagipun, mane tau ar kan kot kot berguna untuk 'dia' dan mungkin sesiapa sahaja satu hari nanti. Maklumlah, dunia ni berubah, esok tidak akan sama dengan hari ini.*pening kepala lah pulak kena hujan tadi.*.

Banyak benda boleh menyebabkan hati kite terluka.Paling selalu kite dengar is break up. Tak kisahlah if you guys baru dating few months, or perhaps a long term relationship ke, or maybe a married couple, but breaking up aint that easy. ok, break up memang la senang, just say that 'magic' word, then phewshhh! everything's off. But trust me, sape cakap breaking up tu senang? It's really hurting..freakin' damn hard. Hoi, ingat senang-senang ke after berapa lama bersama nak buang segala bagai memori-memori bla bla bla? (tak pasal-pasal emo)

Ataupun antara sebab lain mungkin kematian one of family member ke, or maybe kene buang kerja, or maybe terasa dengan kawan-kawan ke, ataupun sakit hati sebab dah lama gila aim kasut tu, tengok-tengok, dah ada orang lain sambar dulu! Punye lah kita tabung duit nak beli, time sale, die grab dulu. CIS! Haha. Ataupun mungkin melihat budak kecik makan aiskrim yang gile banyak scoop die ketika cuaca panas dan di dalam poket korang hanya ada RM 0.50 yang mana hanya layak membeli icecream malaysia tu je. hoho. Ataupun mungkin ada yang berharap gila kat something,tiba-tiba you found out, that thing you memang takkan dapat.hum..

Just something to share. Tak cakap benda ni after korang buat sume, TADAAAA! dah elok dah, Tak. Tak. The power of healing is in yourself, these things only to help you, to help you make your first move, then bile dah dapat the steps, just dance. Follow your heart. The most important thing is to Trust Yourself.

Are you ready? Good. Tell me your name, speak it out loud. NOW! Good. Very good. Now, at least you know yourself right? You, ______________, c'mon! lets us begin!!

1. Try to understand why you are upset. Understand that everything happens for a reason. Apa yang menyebabkan you rase down? Ape yang menyebabkan you rasa lemah? Rasa macam nak masuk bilik, tutup pintu, masuk dalam selimut and off handphone? Kenal pasti.

2. Don't think about whose fault it was - at one time or another, everyone makes mistakes. Jangan risau. Tade manusia yang perfect. Manusia takkan lari dari berbuat kesalahan. Tengok diri kita, kita pun ada buat kesalahan jugak

3. Do something quiet and relaxing to help you feel better. Maybe you want to take a hot bath, or meditate, or read a book. That's fine. Or kalau Auni, Auni gi kedai depan rumah ni, beli coklat Cadbury Hazelnut and icecream one box. Makan gilaaaa gilaaaaaaaaaa sampai tak larat nak masuk dah.

4. In an hour, or two, or whenever you're ready, start thinking about whether you are ready to accept the other person's feelings. It's ok, just take your time. But dont hold on to long my dear, this life have many beautiful things awaits you

5. If you are, go ahead, call them, write them a note, or whatever you need to do.
Maybe you want to talk face-to-face. They may not be willing to see you, or talk to you, but you should make an effort. Even if they turn you down, you feel better that you tried, and maybe they'll recognize that you made an effort. InsyaAllah.

6. Move on. When you feel you are ready to open your heart again, find someone else to be with. Buat ape stuck lama2? Benda tu takkan datang balik. what is past, is past. Banyak lagi yang lagi baik! Live your life. Pernah dengar quote ni tak? When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door thaat we do not see the one which has opened for us. SO, BUKAK MATA! You have another door open, peeps!

7. Smile! Seriously, smiling makes you feel better and if you gather a few good, close friends and have a laugh together, you'll remember how good life was without him/her and that you're okay really. Laughter is the best medicine (betul ke idiom ni? hoho). Yeah... it reminds you how great your life is. Remember, you are not going to live forever, Cheerish the moment.

8. Find something to distract you. OK. suke travel? suke masak? suka karaoke? suka main bola? suka shopping? Then, GO OUT THERE guys! Ape ni? OK. I give you one week to mourn, after that, hey, remember what i said, you still have your own your life. Mana diri you sebenar selama ni pergi???? Have fun! Just do it!

9. Replace the picture of your former dearest, with a picture of yourself. Every day when you walk by that picture, say sorry out loud. Yes, you are apologizing to yourself for having gone that far around the bend for someone who didn't know your value and worth, and who doesn't matter anymore. And you sepatutnya deserve lagi baik dari itu!

10. Let time heal. It has been one month now. Go to someplace where you used to go or be near your so-called one-true love and go there with a friend (bukan gi sorang-sorang ok-this is important). It may hurts you, but by hurting yourself, then you'll know that you you still alive, as you still can feel the pain. And, walla! Here you go. Re-create a new memory there, yes, WITHOUT HER/HIM. Time will heal, with real action :)

11. Practice being honest to yourself every day. Jangan tipu diri sendiri. You can fool your family or your friends, but you cant fool yourself, let it all out. You sedih, cry out loud. Then one day, you akan realise, apa aku buat ni? And you akan found out that you will laugh to yourself sebab benda-benda macam ni. hehe

12. Read a book every night before you go to sleep. You might never have read books, but nothing moves you outside of yourself better than a book, not a movie, not a music video, read a book. InsyaAllah, will help you heal. or perhaps, masak? heeeee. masak extra ek? nanti nak sikit boleh? ;P

13. Speak to people. Speak to friends. Try out forums online. Knowing that thousands like you are going through the same pain helps a lot. Jangan pendam sorang-sorang, You boleh kene depression kot. Hey, ade ramai lagi kat luar sana macam awak. Ada yang lagi teruk. Ada yang tade rumah, ade yang bankrup. Tapi diorang tak mengalah, they fight. If they can survive, why you cant?

14. Have faith in HIM. Everything happen for a reason. DIA lagi tahu kenapa benda ni jadi. Ada hikmah in everything yang terjadi. Banyak-banyakkan doa, selawat, tawakal, minta dipulihkan hati kita. Luka luaran, bisa dirawat dengan ubatan, tapi luka dalaman, kena rawat dari dalam. InsyaAllah..

I know, cakap senang ar kan, but nak buat....memang susah. I know. But these might help to alleviate you a little bit, sometime kite takkan dapat apa yang kita nak. Tapi DIA bagi kita yang lagi baik. DIA takkan bagi kita dugaan kalau DIA tau kita tak dapat hadapi nya. HE knows your strength. It's time for you to use it. Trust yourself. ok? You still have people love you kat sekeliling you. KALAUPUN takde, you still have me. Sebagai manusia, aku sayang padamu (tiru ayat lakasaman sunan ke ape ni? hoho) You might be nobody to the world, but you might be a world to somebody. Good luck!

p/s : kat mana ye nak cari traveller's backpack kat egypt ni? anyone knows kedai yang ada?
p/s/s : februari. dua dah. alhamdulillah. insyaAllah .. :)
p/s/s/s : sejuk...rasa cam nak demam dah...hachoooo!!!! :'(