I Hate Riots!

the time now is 11.56pm, and so far, Egypt has blocked our twitter, facebook, sms, and i got a retweet that said internet gonna be cut at 12am, and phone lines will be cut too in less than 2 hours. how i wish this riots will be settled down cepat cepat. and i really wish i can have people i love by my side now. seriously. but all i can do now is just wait and see :(

p/s : everybody, if these things happen, just pray for us. insyaAllah, we will take care of ourselves :)
p/s/s : i've called you many times, but you didnt answer. i'm so scared. :(

Answer Me

haha. well here another one ;) otak tengah nak berkreatif sekarang. nah ambik! haha! >.< btw, this is the 3rd time i made this kind of errr..poem? and why i choose love as the genre? well, because love is universal. and mysterious. and yet, complicated. it is full of berbunga bunga thingy, but then, it is poisonous. and i like every story behind them. that's why :) taknak cerita banyak. kang boleh buat satu lagi pulak. haha. oh btw,..ehem ehem

DAH HABIS EXAM, ALHAMDULILLAH!! YAHUUUU! Mari Bertawakal dan Mari Bercuti! :)

Answer Me

sometimes i wonder
what's wandering in my heart
it keeps asking me
so, answer me.

if it's love then tell me!
if it's nothing near than that then tell me!
i don't want to be trapped in this circle that has no end
where i keep going round and round
but nothing to be found and found

just
please stop asking me!
where sometimes it's there but sometime it's not
so,please stop making me this mess!
just
please please please
answer me.

if NO then hush this away
if YES so please show me the way
so either no or yes
just answer me.
or simply, reassure me.

p/s : jom tengok movieSSSSSSS!!!!
p/s/s : hmph.

Doesn't Fall For You

tadi makan nasi lemak ayam berempah with neslo. burppp. kenyang! SUKE! perut kenyang hati gembira, pipi tembam, padan muka! WAHAHAHA! eh eh. boleh buat pantun kot. ok, so hari ini dimulakan dengan bangun lambat, maklumlah exhausted jawab 200 soalan MCQ yang sangat 'senang'. pheww. lain kali, up kan soalan sampai 300, tak cukup tu ( pandang atas, tangan ke dada). meshi. now, dont lose the momentum, get focus for next paper essay, yeah,you wanna play hard aren't you, then i will play hard for you. dont play play arr..( gaya ape mamat boot kuning tu...? HA! phua chu kang -___-") balik balik tadi, gi menge-like banyak banyak plak benda kat facebook. buang tebiat ke ape? jin mana merasuk, ceq tatau ar nak habaq. haha. and suddenly, this thing came. i opened my blogger dashboard, and type it. perhaps one day, i can make a song with it. ( hahaha impian sungguh!)

Doesn't Fall For You

You said you'll wait
Till i'm surely not yours
You said that you'll never give up
You said that one day you gonna have me
You said that every time we meet.

But, it's not that i am cruel
I never take any chance on you
But it's not that i am fool
Just that my heart doesn't fall for you
I never asked you to wait this long
for many years and how many more?

Oh don't blame me if i fall with others
I know you come first but i can't help
I never say I'm gonna save this heart for you
(It's not that i'm cruel, but my heart doesn't fall for you)
You have that girl, do treat her right
Do appreciate her, she gonna makes you laugh
But all i can say
If there's something between us, then it will be
but for now, it's not meant to be.

(It's not that i'm cruel, but my heart doesn't fall for you)
maybe it will be other time,
but it doesn't now.
let us be the way we are.. for now.

p/s : esok ade ayam black pepper kat cherah. yummy. tengoklah if rajin. haha!
p/s/s : ok. jom bace unseen!
p/s/s/s : penat sangat ke awak?hihihihihi CIAN >.<

Macammana Paper MCQ Semalam?

ini post untuk semalam punye cerita.

one word. SUSAH GILA NAK MAMP**! -okay auni tu 4 words -.-"

tapi tak lah sampai menangis. boleh kontrol lagi. bak kata my ayahanda once upon a time, benda dah lepas, tak payah nak stuck kat sana. move on! focus kat next paper! kalau nangis, takde gune! BOLEH KE TUKAR JAWAPAN? TAK KAN? it just gonna makes you emotionally breakdown.

yeahh bapak! that word yang auni pegang sampai sekarang, so, dengan kekuasaan ayat tu, i never even once menangis sebab paper exam. yang penting sekarang, TAWAKAL kepada ALLAH, pergantungan kita pada-Nya, ok kawan-kawan? tak mau la sedih sedih. next paper ni kite HOHAAA sehabisnya!! (HOHAA tu diekspresikan sebagai penuh semangat dengan tangan diangkat)

btw, itulah kali pertama dalam hidup saya, 3 JAM PEPERIKSAAN, masa tak cukup. nampak macam lama kan? but believe me, tak cukup. tapi, dah tak tahu sangat, ikut kata bapak saye lah, ikut je naluri yang mane betul.teheeee zap zup zapp dah siap>.<

so, next paper gonna be on 23rd January. PUH PUH PUH. kasihanilah kami -__-"

p/s : semalam ramai yang nangis sebab MCQ.
p/s/s : doa doakan kitorang! :) doa anda AMAT diperlukan.
p/s/s/s : NAK WAFFLE NAK NAK!

Oh Semester 5 Yang Disayangi!

dear my beloved semester 5, tomorrow we gonna start our battle. so, i would like to wish you all

check list kita esok :
1. makesure pakai baju cantik cantik / semat semat
2. pensel dan pemadam HARUSLAH ade! jangan tinggal kat atas katil plak! bukan katil nak jawab exam!
3. breakfast WAJIB ambik, kalau tak mak ayah saye marah! (lunch pun begitu!)
4. relaxkan diri before, during, and after exam dijalankan
5. call/sms mak ayah cakap mintak doa banyak banyak bagi tenang dan senang jawab exam!
6. have faith in yourself, and of course- in ALLAH.
and last but not least
7. just do your best, and HE will take care of the rest. insyaAllah :)

and oh ya
model budak kecik laki atas ni adek saye, ezhan khair :)
maaf perempuan perempuan di luar sana, die dah ade orang cop. haha!

p/s : mintak maaf hujung kaki ke hujung rambut. halalkan makan minum ye semua :)
p/s/s : i know you can do it! i believe in you .
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rdyuipo,lmhvhjbytyrersdgvhbkbgdrdrtfnnm
:)

Love, Disappear at 2.40 in the morning

it's 2.40 something in the morning, where i came blank, and all this just popped out suddenly.
and thinking of making this into a song.
:)
it only takes 5 minutes, and i wrote it behind MCQ's question paper. HAHAHA!

Love, Disappear

I know how time passed
and yet it still bleeds
and yet it still hurts

People say why stuck in the past
perhaps they don't know
how pain can crush

You begged, you asked for second chance
Gave it, with hope you wont be the same

But you break it again, again, again,and again,
and you just get panic when i nearly lost
don't you remember i'm the one you search for
the one you long for, the one you fall for
and still you tear me apart
i don't know what's gettin' over my head
in giving my heart and life to you
and i hate that i do love you

Dear God,
please make this love disappear
so i become stronger,
to just pass it over

how i wish i have that magic
love, disappear

p/s : sakit perut! :'(
p/s/s : craving for steak!

hey!

When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.

p/s : lusa start exam. doakan :)
p/s/s : you you you :)

Aizat Ishak, This Is Your Present.

hahahaha. tadaaa! SORRYLAH HADIAH TAK MAHAL! -.-" tapi sedap kan dorang nyanyi? at least better dari you. HAHAHA! and they give that flower, instead of sunflower sebab kat planet dorang tadek sunflower.miahaha ;)

by the way everyone, budak ni dah mintak lame dah suruh tulis pasal die kat belog ni ha. so, let's take this chance, on your birthday to write about it ;)P .....and this is my present! lalaalalalalalala~~

we met mase english camp in my school tahun 2007. Dia ex-Sekolah Alam Shah. Well, time tu ade delivery bunga-bungaan, so die ni, menggedik jugak nak hantar bunga kat saya. he gave me a sunflower and a card, tulis "salam perkenalan, aizat ishak 017-XXXXXX ape ntah, tak ingat.haha!). saya ni plak mase tuh cam sapelah mamat gedik ni, tak kenal, hantar bunga. so i left it there camtu jelah. mase tengah cuti a week after that, barulah hantar message kat si aizat ni, cakap thanks for the sunflower. so, from there, bermulalah persahabatan kami.

my first impression to him? PLAYBOY. hahaha! sorry aizat, but memang tu lah. haha. ayat you nak manis je kan?? pastu bunga bunga lah ape lah. pfft. sebab tu lah malas nak layan. after SPM, we lost contact with each other. i guess sebab saye tukar number phone. and seriously memang tak ingat langsung pasal die. then, i got offer to Kolej Matrikulasi Penang, and since i dont have any other offer, sementara menunggu, masuk je la.

One day, i got a call from MARA, that i got scholarship to further my study ke Mesir. On my last day at matriks , time tu kat koperasi matriks kot, tiba-tiba i heard someone called me.

"AZIE! AZIE!"

macam pelik sebab tak penah penah kot orang panggil saye dengan name tu. biasa auni je. then i turned around, adelah sorang mamat tinggi ni ( SUMPAH TINGGI GILE!) . rasa macam kenal, tapi tak kenal. then he asked me.

"Azie? Ni Azie Nur'Auni Shbini, budak TKC, sarawak kan?"
"Err..aah.tapi ni sape ek?"
"Alaa..aizat!"
"Aizat? Aizat mane?"
" Aizat! Sunflower, ingat tak?"
"Oh hai!! Aizat bunga matahari tu kan?! hahahaha! Ya Allah, buat ape kat sini?"
*pfft. takkanlah kat matriks nak shopping kot. ape punye soalan lah auni..

Sumpah aizat, tak ingat langsung. Takyahlah nak tocing tocing. pfft. Tak sangka kitorang masuk matriks yang same pulak. Dah last day baru tahu. haha. After finishing packing and everything, kitorang borak borak and he gave me a big pack of cadburry blackforest chocolate. and since i dont have anything to give, i gave him my one and only bookmark, written on it, Now or Never. Tak sangka, friendship kitorang masih panjang lagi. AND the thing yang saye ingat sampai sekarang is die macam nak nangis bila kitorang jumpa balik. and macam tak terkata apa, sampai saye kene cakap, "er..asal senyap je?".pfft. aizat..aizat.. and die hantar saye ke van malam last tu, and paling lawak nye, dengan kain pelikat. hahaha! aiyo.and please take note here, i still ingat you as a playboy. haha!

then after that we still contact each other sampailah ke egypt. but we lost contact lagi sebab kalau tak salah, kali ni sebab you hilang phone kat aizat? entah tak ingat. haha.

bulan ganti bulan, tahun ganti tahun, in september 2010, suddenly ade satu message inbox kat fb. i opened it, and guess what, it's from aizat. Allah masih nak bagi jalan kat friendship kitorang. From that moment, kitorang jadi bestfriend :) if die ade masalah ngan awek die, die cerita. If die ada masalah ngan family die, die cerita, even ade seekor kucing suka jilat kaki die pun die nak cerita -.-". and yes, when i have problems too, he's there. when i'm down, he cheers me up. if i do have problem s with my bf pun, die lah yang jadi penasihat itu ini.

then i learnt that, he's not that playboy. he's friendly. but with a little bit of playboy sebab ayat die nak sweet sweet jek. pfft. but hey, die setia tau kat girlfriend die! ;) die anak yang baik, walaupun dah kehilangan ayah die 2 tahun lepas, tapi he's always there for his family. die sangat rapat ngan mama die. semua cerita even pasal saye suruh die campur ribena dalam 7up pastu sakit perut pun nak cerita kat mama die. ceh. manje! hahahaha! and then, die ni sensitif tau. huhu


To Aizat Ishak,

You are 21 years old now. time do fly fast kan? haha. be strong in whatever may come. jaga ha mimi tu elok elok. jangan dah menggatal ngan perempuan lain. tanak dah la malam malam call i, nangis (oops!) be a great marine engineer! i know you will one day! ade duit lebih, jangan lupe iphone i. wah! hahahaha. whatever it is, remember this. whenever you feel you are falling down, remember that you still have a long journey ahead you. life is meant to be explored. dont get stucked there! go up! up! UPP!! it's the matter of NOW or NEVER. even if you feel alone, dont you ever forget, your bestfriend is always here for you, though we part by miles and milessss away. and do smiles always, cause when you cry, you're not handsome. wait.. did i just said that you are handsome?? OH NO PLEASE. you are not! damn, why did i said that?? ok fine. ambiklah. you are handsome, but valid for one day only ok. on your birthday. esok, you are not. ha, pegi frame cepat cepat statement i ni ha. hari ni, i mengalah! haha! so, best of luck in your future undertaking. may Allah bless you always! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

from your bestfriend far awayyyyyyyyyyyyy in Egypt and asking for iphone4 for her birthday gift;

p/s : hari ini tidur 12 jam. BENCI! :'(
p/s/s: wuwuwuwuwuwu

I need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee icecream + ROCKMELT

I know it is winter,but this is the the time when i need it the most! yummayhhh!! >.< i ate one tadi, but i need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ok. that;s enough of 'e'.


and semalam, anan ade passkan satu software. to install NEW BROWSER yang dipanggil nama, ROCKMELT! haa name pun gempak en en?" haaaa. so, dah install, and dah try, and so far it is AWESOME! :) sesuai untuk orang yang suke GOOGLE CHROME + FACEBOOK+ TWITTER+ SHARE macam macam. jom cekidaut!

oh. sila kelik pada gambar untuk lihat dengan lebih jelas dan jelas dan jelasss! ;)P

SO, amacam, COOL KAN?????

welcome to the new way of browsing. welcome to ROCKMELT

So,pada pandangan saya, this browser has pros and cons.

Pros

1. boleh bukak page lain banyak banyak but still updated with FB and Twitter
2. senang nak share terus whatever we want, tanpa nak copy+paste ape ape
3. kelajuan google chrome
4. nampak COOL (korang mesti setuju en!)

Cons

1. Ade pop-up. KACAU!
2. macam serabut sikit. and i'm not the type yang BUKAK je FB/Twitter 24/7
3. screen jadi kecik. sebab ade sidebar kiri kanan. tak puas! tehee
4. kadang kadang lembab sikit. tatau lah sebab tenet ke sebab rockmelt ni

Tapi,ikut korang lah camne kan. Ikut keselesaan masing masing :) ..but dok promote promote rockmelt, I'm still prefer to use my MOZILLA FIREFOX. heeeeeeeeee! Cheers!

p/s : WAH. tadi dah refill bekalan makanan study week yang berbaki 3 hari!
p/s/s : you are sweet in THAT your own way :)

My Petbro

tajuk post macam tajuk karangan english UPSR -.-" tak boleh blahh.

ok. suddenly teringat akan this one guy. this guy is my petbro, er..i guess we still. camne jadi petbro? haha my kakak angkat kat sekolah dulu ha die nak adik-adik angkat die jadi adik beradik gak, so this guy is also her petbro. biaselah budak budak sekolah asrama, dok angkat mengangkat. this guy is ex-SDARian. haha.he's one year older eh two years? er..yeah 1 year kot. erk.see, i have a BAD memory. what i remember about him is mase nak sit for SPM, he came to my school, and gave me a penanda buku, and a small tiger keychain. and a surat bagi semangat! heh. and we went out once kat Jusco in Seremban 2. He bought me a Stabilo pencils, eraser, ruler, all those things la for SPM. i remember he said this, "My mum used to do this to me when i sit for my exam, and now i do this to you". well, simply, that's sweet. i gave him a basketball as his birthday present. sebab die basketballer.haha. tak tahulah die ade lagi ke tak benda tu. miahaha. And i remember also when i went to my friend's house in selangor, he went for PLKN at terengganu. after PLKN, he rushed to selangor to meet me, but UNFORTUNATELY, i went to perak that day. Tu la, lain kali bagitau awal awal. pfft. and last time we contact each other is when he went to Curtin University, sambung Geology under Petronas in 2008. Hmm. sekarang tak tahulah ape cite die. well, to my petbro, Zulhilmi Nasir, i hope you are fine wherever you are. and all the best in your future undertaking. Hey, i dah besar sekarang!! HAHA (dulu gune panggilan adik-abang, sekarang i-u. haha! adik durhaka.ngahaha)

p/s : cheerish every people in your life :)
p/s/s : ajar saye ajar saye :'(

Final Exam : Semester 5

kau dan aku tiada beda
apa yang dapat dan diberi serupa
cuma yang beza hanya usaha
juga doa, berkat yang utama
:)


Final Exam Semester 5 : 20-26 January 2011
wish us luck!

*ape fungsi gambar waffle A&W and char kuey teow? entah. tapi tengok benda ni cam lagi bersemangat! waa sedapnyeee :'(*
p/s : go auni go! (haha, bagi semangattttt sikittt!!!)
p/s/s : i dont know why, but i do still, and i know you are too :)

antara status facebook yang berjaya digali

tadi tengah bukak bukak facebook, tibe tibe, kat sebelah kanan keluar pasal memorable stories of 2010. Jeng jeng jeng!



and this one, i guess antara my status yang terawal...er ke yang terawal? and this one too got it's own story. tehee.

Haha! and ni lagi satu tak boleh blahh >.<

haha! ni kes time ADAMAYA tengah hot kat tv. bahaha. sangap gile ngan adam time tu >.<

p/s : banyak lagi nak kene study ni. doakan! :)

2P 2S - popiah.pingpong.snooker.strawberry

can i just summarized what happened today?

2P2S

minum teh tarik sambil tunggu order popiah basah. lame tak minum. tehee :D
btw, tadi pun ade keropok lekor, puding jagung, and popia goreng. TAPI TAK SEMPAT BELI SEBAB DAH HABIS! :'(

ceh. dengan muka macam 4 tahun tak jumpa teh tarik -.-"

dah dapat popiah basah!! yeay! pastu gi beli strawberry. and terjumpa buah nanas, FROM LANGKAWI tuhhhh! ;) tak caye?

haaaa sekarang caye tak?

gi main pingpong and snooker!! *tengah tengah nak exam ni sempat lagi tau* >.< hahahaha! gaya MACAM pro. pfft! ;) eh eh hebat tau kitorang men! haaa..

p/s : beli pensel baru tadi. pembaris pun! :)
p/s/s : heeeeeeee

TEGUR SIKIT DIRI SENDIRI TU HA!

Kau nak hidup kau kacau bilau? Tak terurus? Terumbang-ambing?
Tak tahu mana nak tuju?

Kau nak ke hampakan mak ayah kau yang penuh harapan hantar kau belajar jauh jauh?
Duit, masa, doa dari dorang, kau nak bazirkan?
pajak gelang emas, kerja lebih masa, kerja lebih projek sebab nak bagi kau duit
betapa dorang bersyukur bila dapat tahu kau dapat masuk universiti and melanjutkan pelajaran
bukan calang calang universiti kau masuk
ingat lagi tak senyum dorang masa hantar kau belajar?
senyum tu penuh pengharapan dan rasa bangga sebab ada anak macam kau
yang diorang tau satu hari nanti akan membanggakan dorang
kau nak ke senyum tu kau gantikan dengan tangis?
kau nak hancurkan harapan dorang?
kau nak?

satu kampung mak bapak kau buat kenduri
ALHAMDULILLAH ANAK AKU BELAJAR OVERSEAS
satu kampung tau. satu taman tau. even kat kampung nenek datuk pun kecoh
sekali, kau balik, hampeh. tangan kosong.
malu mana nak letak??????
kau nak ke jadi macam tu?

kau nak ke nanti bila kau keluar dengan kawan kawang korang
sorang sorang happy and dah ada ijazah
kau?
dahlah kau ambik medik, 6 tahun, sekali kau tak dapat nak continue, tersekat, kau kena ulang balik mula, buang masa! KAU NAK KE?
nauzubillah!

Kau nak ke umur kau dah 25 kau masih lagi tercongok kat universiti amek degree padahal masa tu kau sepatutnya dah berkerja?
sepatutnya dah pakai kot putih, bantu masyarakat
tapi kau masih lagi terkial kial nak bantu diri sendiri?

kau nak ke nanti kau tak ada duit?
nak kahwin? tapi duit pun tak cukup nak tanggung satu family.
kau nak ke bagi family kau makan rumput?
kau nak ke bagi family kau hidup bawah jambatan?
kau nak ke?
entah entah, last last nanti kau hidup sorang sorang. takde duit, takde teman.
kau nak ke??
orang lain boleh shopping sakan, boleh jalan sana sini, boleh hidup senang, tapi kau tak boleh!
kau nak ke ha?

kau nak ke bazir duit kerajaan macam tu je?
penat semua orang bekerja bayar tax semua semua tu, pastu duit tu nak bayar kau belajar main main camtu je? kau nak ke?
better dorang simpan duit tu untuk orang lain yang benar benar memerlukan

kau nak ke buang masa hidup kau?
kau nak ke tengok impian kau dah elok elok kau plan, kau tak dapat nak achieve?
kau nak tengok dream dream kau tu hancur camtu je?
kau nak kereta ferrari kan?
kau nak banglo kan?
kau nak beli itu ini kan?

kau nak ke nanti kau dah tua, kau takde perlindungan
duit pencen nak teruskan hidup pun takda
kau nak??

paling penting,
kau nak ke nanti kat alam yang kekal tu nanti, Allah tanye kau ape kau buat dengan hidup kau,
tangan mata telinga kaki kau jawab, "ala..die ni masa jadi student dulu pun, study main main je. tak mendatangkan faedah kat masyarakat sejagat yang lain pun!"
kau nak ke kau tak ada makna di depan Allah swt nanti?

KAU TAKNAK KAN SEMUA BENDA TU JADI?
so, sedarlah sekarang.
gi study elok elok!
the power of change is inside yourself.
:)

encik shbini pernah berkata (bapak saya lah tu), " along nak dapatkan benda besar, kite kena korbankan benda benda kecik"
sampai sekarang saye ingat.
and oleh itu, saya pun nak ingatkan korang jugak. yes, KAU KAU dan juga KAU!
KAU itu aku. KAU itu juga kamu.


p/s : meremang bulu roma bila baca balik benda yang dah tulis ni. taknaklah benda ni happen. nauzubillah! *terus bukak buku balik*

Motivasi itu Perlu

sementara kepala masih pening lagi sebab banyak kot nak kena habiskan firakh masywi petang tadi walaupun satu rumah dah makan (rujuk post before ni), think of dropping something kat blog ni.

exam's around the corner. pernah rasa cam "ahh biarlah apa nak jadi, aku malas gilee nak layan benda benda belajar ni dah" ? i guess, semua orang pernah rasa macam tu bila dia dah sampai satu tahap tu. satu yang korang kene ingat bile korang dah rasa nak malas malas tu is, what is/are the reason(s) that you can hold on until this long. so, why stop now?? post ini sekadar sharing, coz for me, writing blog is a therapy. so, when i share something to motivate, it actually to motivate saye sendiri jugak.

ok, now, YOU, yes you. lets get started!

1. Think through a set of goals that sound like what you want, and try to be specific. The key to most motivation remains setting goals, but you can't just pick any goals. benda ni korang kene fikir betul betul and memang goals ni yang korang memang nak! contohnya, AKU NAK PASS EXAM NI SEBAB AKU TAKNAK BAZIRKAN MASA AKU DENGAN REPEAT PAPER/YEAR! (this is my goal actually >.<)

2. Make it general. Make it realistic. Jangan push sangat diri korang, nanti korang sendiri terpush-gedebuk, terus down gila gila gila. okay? have some time of fun, nanti korang akan boost up sendiri

3. Print out your family picture or the picture of your dearest and also print out your goals, then paste it onto your wall, or maybe just on the ceiling of your room where your eyes can see it when you want to sleep. ok yang ni paling senang and paling berkesan. because they are somehow a part of your reason why you nak berjaya, betol kan? and lagi satu, for example, korang print out words " EXAM KALI INI JAYYID JIDDAN MILIK AKU" or " TANAK REPEAT YEAR KAN? SO, GO FOR IT NOW!". these things will always akan dapat ingatkan korang.

4. Rely upon yourself for the motivation and the drive. Other people do not have and will never have the same vested interest in your success. Motivation and success is a function of habit. You must break your bad habit of procrastination, and replace it with one of good planning. The most successful people in the world aren't always the brightest, or the best looking, but no matter what other talents or gifts they have been blessed with, they have underpinning their self esteem a series of victories over tasks both large and small. This is how you learn anything in school, gain confidence dating, and everything else in life. Even if dah sebanyak mana kata kata motivasi awak baca, tapi you didnt take the action, sorrylah.

5. Don't just think that you're the best, prove it to yourself. Even if you kata, alahh last sem pun aku lagi sempoi lepak, dapat je pass exam, then jangan cakap aje, prove it to yourself! the power of change is in yourself! takkan nak pass je for exam kali ini plak, ye dok?

6. Reward yourself when you complete a part of your task, your mind will recognise this and you will want to do whatever you did to give yourself a treat more. macam saye pernah cakap kat post before this lah. bagi reward kat diri sendiri. this will make your brain automatically akan lebih bersemangat!



7. Read a lot of motivational stories or quotes or sayings. Serius, boleh motivate diri! Oprah Winfrey pernah berkata, The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal, you can get there if you’re willing to work.” Dan Henry Ford juga berkata, "Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right.”

8. and this one i selalu remind diri i. hehehe. This susah payah study wont go on forever. So, just get through it!

Bila dah cukup usaha, and buat apa yang patut, barulah kita layak untuk bertawakal kepada-Nya. Allah sentiasa ada untuk kita :) ALL THE BEST EXAM EVERYONE!! :)

p/s : malam ni mood malas datang lagi. cis!

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AMARAN
paparan imej yang bakal anda lihat dibawah diklasifikasikan sebagai 18SG

pagi pagi bangun terus terbayang ayam panggang. mana taknya, dah 3 hari dok terpikir firakh masywi (ayam panggang) memanjanggggggggggggggggggggggggggg (cukup panjang tak? ke nak panjang lagi? shesh). last last ape lagi, bangun pagi, terus pegi bank, cucuk duit (bahaha korang tak rasa lawak ke duit kene cucuk cucuk.teheeee) pastu vedebum pergi beli firakh masywi. dahlah pening pening gila and nasib baik tak pengsan sebab tak makan ape ape dari pagi. Nah, ambik kau. FIRAKH MASYWI! pasni jangan dok menari nari samba dah kat otak mindaku ini, ye ayam ayam sekalian?




sekarang. baru boleh belajar dengan tenang. hahahahaha! pfft! siapa nak kahwin dengan kau macam ni auni? -.-"

p/s : tak lena tidur malam tadi, sebab minum KOPI. cesh! seyes tanak minum dah kopi before tidur. sengsara nak tidur!
p/s/s : ayam ni serumah makan. bukan saye sorang. gile hebat kalau dapat habiskan sorang.heh

kerana rasa itu untukku :)

it's 2.22am now here in egypt. i just drank a cup of black coffee. gahhh nikmat! ohkay, tibe-tibe ada mood nak post something. i have 2 poems. and these poems have a special meaning to me.why? kerana rasa itu untukku :)

tvayi snihyaami

ditepian ini
antara gelap dan terang bulan
penuh manusia segerombolan
ditebingmu
ada ibu bersuara sayu
mencari suara puteranya yang hilang

bagi pemuda ini
duduknya bersebab
merenung bulan dari tenangnya air
baginya belum pernah bulan secantik ini
sambil itu
terhambur kata-kata segar dari bibirnya

bulan
kalau bisa dia berkata-kata
cerita, rasa manusia
sudah dia sampaikan
selain memberikan cahaya
apa lagi dayanya

di tepian ini
berakhirlah tari malam riaknya
berakhirlah penipuan sang pendusta
penuh harapan di esok hari
bertemu jodoh kumbang dan bunga
ditebingnya

sepertimana jodoh sg nil dan mesir
sepertimana jodoh Adam dan Hawa

jodoh yang dari hati
dekat sekali


Sebut di angin lalu

How can I tell you that I love you?
That you mean the world to me
A light shinning through the dark
You're the eyes that help me see
How can I tell you that I love you?
You're the air that I need to live
Will you take me for who I am
When love is all that I have to give?
How can I tell you that I love you?
Oh I wish I would know
You are the only true reason
That I love my life so
How can I tell you that I love you?
And show you how much I care
I'll be your guardian angel
To stop your pain and despair
How can I tell you that I love you?
God,help me find the ways
To tell her she's my heart and soul
Untill the last of my days


yes, kerana rasa itu untukku
tvayi snihyaami too
:)

dah dah. jom sambung belajar!
p/s : peninglah pulak minum coffee.pfft

Nak Firakh Masywi :'(

hari ni ape jadi? nak tau ke? korang tanak tau pun korang bace gak en? huahua :P

1. AJL 25 - tak dapat tengok. stream die busy memanjang. pfft. Anna Raffali menang?? Cesh. Okay malas nak masuk campur. sian FT. tape tape. You win my heart. hihihihihihi (okay. gedik semacam plak gelak camni) >.<


2. nak firakh masywi bagai nak gila. tapi lupe pulak duit dalam purse tak sampai LE 1o sebab baru jek bayar sewa rumah tadi. aiya.pfft!

3 . ayat feveret hari ini ialah - pfft!

4. sejuk sejuk sejukkkkk! sampai pakai mafla dalam bilik. sungguh tak tipu.

5. corn flakes madu yang di beli 3 hari lepas sangat tak sedap! menyesal beli. kalau tau tak sedap, better beli choco pops ke ape. dahlah liat!

6. mimpi tidur semalam tak best. tak ingat mimpi ape, tapi yang tau, tak best.pfft! ( see, perkataan ni lagi -.-")

7. dapat duit LE1000 tiba tiba.pergh

8. kenyataan nombor 7 adalah tipu. kalau betol, dah lame la kan g beli firakh masywi tu. tengok, sampai post pun title name firakh masywi. cit cit cit cit p/s : nak firakh masywi lahhhhh :'(

you are not alone. you have me.

to whomever that read this,
remember that,
I LOVE YOU.
don't do those stupid things, okay?
though everyone had walked out from your life
or your life do suck
remember
i am here. always here for you.
you still have me
:)
p/s : at the end everything will be okay, if it's not okay, then it's not the end.
p/s/s : alhamdulillah passport tadek masalah nak renew visa :)

bagaimana nak 'up'kan semangat study : versi saya

google lukisan pasal motivation, ni yang kuar. pandai pandai ah korang tafsir ye. hehehe

hari ini semangat nak belajar tu memang tahap ZERO DEFECT dah. pfft~
tak sedar tu exam tinggal 13hari lagi. ngaaaa :S
dahlah bangun lambat. almaklumlah tetiba plak tengahari tadi hujan, terus degil nak keluar dari selimut.tengok tengok laptop, malas nak bukak lecture.
tengok tengok notes, malas nak sentuh.
korang pernah tak jadi macam ni?
ah sungguh hipokrit lah kan korang kalau gile lah study 24/7 tak ade sekali pun rasa macam ah-aku-malas-dahlah-nak-belajar-lantaklah-hari-ni-aku-nak-buat-apapun!!

haaa nak mengaku tak? mengaku tak? ALAAA...MENGAKU JE LAH! TAKKAN LAH SAYE SORANG RASA MACAM NI! pfft~ *.*

setelah itu, saye came out with several ideas. ini cara yang saye buat hari ini lah. diulangi. INI CARA SAYA. haha.

1. call family
haaa. ini cara terbaikkk punyee! korang call family, call ayah/mak dulu. nak tanak, mesti call dorang dulu. sebab ape? sebab kalau korang call adik beradik korang, nanti korang mesti gaduh,merapu dulu. so, kesimpulannya, call ayah/mak dulu. tadi call bapak. inilah perbualan kami:

bapak : hello. along ek?
saya : aah. bapak buat ape?
bapak : baru nak tutup tuisyen. dah nak balik. sihat tak ni?
saya : sihat sihat. sikit je tinggal selsema semua.
bapak : ohhh. elok elok lah. sekarang study leave kan?
saya : aah. pak, along rasa malassssssssss gileeeeeeeeeeee nak belajar sekarang ni! *sambil main kaki*
bapak: ha? asal pulak malas? jangan macam tu long. try naikkan pointer untuk kali ini.
saya : sebab sekarang sejuk. tadi hujan. pastu dengan katil ni ha. hehehehehee
bapak : haish. jangan camtu. belajar elok elok. pastikan pointer tu naik!
saya : hehehe insyaAllahhh...

dengan mak pulak

mak : along, buat ape tu?
saya : hehe tengah malas belajarrrr laahhh!!
mak : oh. takpe takpe. relax relax lah dulu. tapi janganlah relax sangat.
saya : hehee tu lah. dengan hujan ni, sejuk sejuk. katil pun sedappp
mak : masa belajar, belajar. masa rehat, rehat. buat elok elok exam tu nanti
saya : hehehe okayy!

habis habis je bercakap dengan mak ayah, barulah up sikit semangat nak belajar. demi mereka yang punya harapan kat kite setinggi gunung! *nada pengetua sekolah*

2. skype dengan kawan kawan
tadi masa tengah meroyan gile down semangat nak study, terus buzz kawan yang online skype. terus skype dengan Shida and Fizerk kat UK. apelagi, borak sakan lah! pastu cakaplah dengan dorang, "shida, fizerk, malas gile nak study ni haaa!!". So, mereka sebagai manusia bergelar rakan patutlah kan memberi semangat dan nasihat. hahaha. adelah jugak dapat nasihat dari dorang, siap bukak Al-Quran lagi ha. hahaha! thanksss :)

3. renovate belog
semangat renovate belog tu datang sekali dalam setahun tahun kot. haaa. bila belog saye dah up sikit, semangat nak meneruskan penceritaan hari hari and nak update pasal belajar ape, up lah jugak secara tak langsung. tehaha!

4. kemas bilik
yang ni lagi satu. kalau bilik bersepah macam hape titanic pun tak secomot macam tu, ape lagi, silalah kemas kemas bilik tu ha (walaupun bilik tadelah sepah mana,(ayat cover) tapi i prefer to study in a clean and neat condition. baru selesa !). so, bila dah berseri bilik, semangat nak study up up and beyondd! hoho

5. tampal benda apa nak kena belajar
bukan tampal nota tau, tapi tampal apa yang kena revised and belajar! so bile tengok je kat list list tu, terus rasa kecut perut sebab macam banyak gile lagi kene revised! *tadi baru print 2 jadual. pfft*

6. makan secukupnya
korang teringin makan ape? makan! korang teringin nak masak ape? masak! bila semua tu korang dah dapat, korang pasti lebih semangat!

7. tampal gambar mak/bapak kat dinding atau laptop
supaya korang rasa bersalah setiap kali nak buat benda tak berfaedah, hehe

8. tulis besar besar reason kenapa korang nak berjaya!
contohnye macam shida cakap = supaya orang dengar ape kite cakap. or mestilah kite ade reason masing masing kenapa kan? so, tulis besar besar, and BEAR IN MIND SENTIASA!

9. give yourself a reward after studying
ini memang dari dulu lagi amalkan. contohnye, tengok movie ke, or main game ke, or chat dengan orlando bloom ke, pfft.

itulah serba sedikit cara caranya. haha! banyak lagi cara boleh kite buat, tapi setakat ni, ni je lah yang termampu nak taip. haha! okay okay. semoga kita sentiasa ada semangat nak study. name pun student kan. hohoho.

p/s : hari yang haru biru hagemaru. haha! hujan!
p/s/s : lapar la pulak tengah tengah malam ni. haish!

Selamat Ber-21-taunan Wani!

5th January 2011

ingat tak masa kite first first kenal dulu? alaa kat bangunan MARA. same group interview kot. hehe. senyap je awak ye? tapi ape ape pun, awak la orang yang saye dok contact kalau ade ape ape masalah time nak settlekan pasal MARA tu. ingat lagi, ayat awak yang sampa sekarang saye ingat, even nanti sampai anak anak awak pun saya nak cerita. ingat tak ayat tu? hehehehe " Auni, auni, nanti kan kat UKM kite kawan k?" heee. comel gile. pastu, sampai sampai UKM, memang tak ley nak pisah dah kita dua. bilik sebelah sebelah, siap pinjam iron pagi pagi subuh lagi. tak termasuk kita ronggeng ronggeng gi tengok movie kat midvalley. haha sampai tertidur! pastu, even kat sini pun, kat mesir ni pun, kita dok serumah. banyak masalah suka duka liku liku kehidupan saya (ecewah) awak tau. and ape ape problem memang awaklah tempat saya mengadu. dok menangis tengah malam ke, ketawa sebab ada gossip baru ke, semua awak. saya ingat lagi satu malam, saya menangis, saya ketuk bilik awak, bawak comforter, bawak bantal, nak tidur dengan awak.huhu.walaupun umur kita sekarang tak sama, tapi awak tetap kawan saya sampai bila-bila. wani, Happy 21st birthday! Sumpah, tanak hilang awak as kawan saya. you're one of my friends that i cheerished the most! semoga friendship kita takkan putus sampai bila-bila :)

p/s : sayang awak ketat ketat :)
p/s/s : wani still available tau. heeeeeee

it's solar eclipse everyone!

balik dari kelas lecture satu jam kat universiti tadi (asal macam skema semacam je ayat -,-). terus bukak facebook. bukan medicine book ye, FACEbook.hahaha! baca baca status orang, dorang tengah tengok tengok usha eclipse.SOLAR ECLIPSE. ape lagi terus bukak tingkap piciuuuuu terus tengok kat matahari. mule mule tak nampak, pastu kelip kelip sikit,haaa nampak dahh! :)

taken on 4th Dec 2010 by Aiman Mahdi at around 9.00-10.00am, local time GMT+2 Mansoura, Egypt

taken by Aiman Mahdi jugak (hebat en die? aiman, belanja burger ye >.<) at around 11.00am something, local time GMT+2 Mansoura, Egypt

penat je dok tercangok kat tepi tingkap tunggu full eclipse, rupa rupanya memang takkan nampak kat area ni. huhu :| tapelah kawan kawan. -.-"

but i saw once, masa darjah 4/5 i guess.
it was a quick one
sangat cantik.
subhanallah
:)

p/s : eh eh camera ada wireless so leh on9 tenet ke? damn, hampir percaya ngan aiman mahdi.pfft
p/s/s : i wonder, apakah rasa yang pernah aku rasa dalam hati ini, akan kembali? cuehh haha! :P